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  “Well, I’ve never been so glad you have this extra space. I’m sure being here is going to take some adjusting for all of us. But hopefully it won’t have to be long and we’ll get out of your hair.”

  “You are both welcome to stay here for as long as you want. I’m in no rush to have you leave.” Cole pulled her close to him. He brushed a soft kiss over her cheek before speaking softly into her ear, “As I said, I like having you here.”

  Gwen reached up and grasped his shoulders when he started kissing her neck. She tried not to moan but it had been days since she’d had sex with anyone. That was a long time for her and his lips felt so good on her neck. His fingers dug into her hips, pulling her even closer to his body where she could feel his erection pressing against her and that made her even hotter. His hand slipped off her hip to grab her ass as his hips pressed into her. Her head fell back as a moan tore out of her throat. She grabbed the back of his neck with one hand, his hip with the other. He shifted and had her pressed against the wall in a second. “Oh god, Cole. Fuck me, please.”

  Her words had him pulling from her. He leaned against the opposite wall breathing hard. After a moment, he said “Fuck.”

  “Please.” Gwen groaned as she reached up and grabbed her own breasts. His eyes followed her hands as they massaged her breast and she sucked on her bottom lip.

  Chapter 3

  “No. I won’t give in. No matter how tempting you are. Three dates. I’m going to take a shower.” Cole said and pushed from the room.

  Gwen pouted after him but let him go. She saw McKayla’s suit case from the move sitting in the corner. She smiled and grabbed it before throwing it onto the bed and quickly unzipped it. Digging around through the various clothing items in the bag, she found what she was looking for.

  It was a purple vibrator. She and McKayla had bought it a few months back. Looking out the door quickly to make sure Cole was still gone, she shut it quietly before laying on the bed. She slipped her jeans down to her knees and started playing with her clit using the tip of the vibrator. Imagining Cole’s cock pressing against her as McKayla played with her tits got her hot. Using her free hand she grabbed her breast and pinched her nipple. She bit down on her lip picturing Cole’s green eyes looking deep into her eyes while he pressed against her opening.

  Her eyes rolled back as a gasp escaped her lips and the vibrator slipped deep in her pussy, just the way Cole always liked to do. In deep fast, then out slow was how he liked it when he was on top. She repeated the same rhythm with the vibrator as images from the few times they’d had sex flashed through her mind. At the same time, she could imagine McKayla’s mouth on her breast, nipping and biting her tender flesh.

  The thought had her letting out a loud moan and she sped up the vibrator going in and out quickly, just like Cole did when he got close to coming because she was almost there.

  The image of McKayla kneeling above her face so she could lick her pussy while Cole was pounding into her threw Gwen over the edge. She cried out when the burn started in her feet, her orgasm was coming. Gwen’s back arched as her head pressed back into the pillow as the first pulses of release surged through her body.

  “Well, well, what do we have here?” McKayla’s voice interrupted Gwen’s orgasm. She couldn’t stop though. Gwen kept moving the vibrator inside her as she turned to look at not just McKayla filling the doorway, but Cole just behind her. He was dressed in the same clothes he’d had on before but his hair was wet. As the waves of her orgasm subsided, her face turned bright red and she stopped moving the vibrator.

  “Oh hell.” Gwen said as embarrassment rushed over her. She’d never been caught masturbating before. She pulled the vibrator from between her legs and tossed it over the far edge of the bed and quickly stood before pulling her panties and jeans back up.

  “Wait a minute.” McKayla moved in front of her quickly. She slipped her hand down the front of Gwen’s jeans before Gwen could button them. She slipped a finger into Gwen, who moaned as her eyes closed. Her hands came up to grip McKayla’s shoulders. She was still oh so sensitive between her thighs. “Now I want some too. How could I not after that little display?”

  “No one was supposed to come back here.” Gwen stuttered as McKayla walked her backwards to the edge of the bed, her finger sliding in and out of Gwen slowly. McKayla used her other hand to push Gwen’s jeans back down over her hips. McKayla pulled her finger from Gwen so she could lift Gwen’s shirt. She hadn’t been wearing a bra. Gwen had to help pull it the rest of the way over her head because as soon as her breasts were exposed, McKayla dipped her head to take a nipple in her mouth. Gwen looked up to see Cole leaning a shoulder against the wall with his arms crossed over his chest and his ankles crossed. His eyes were focused on them.

  “Lay down.” McKayla commanded. Gwen sat down then scooted back so she was in the middle of the bed before lying back on the pillows. McKayla pulled the jeans and panties from Gwen’s legs before crawling onto the bed. McKayla’s hands slid up Gwen’s hips then up over the full round soft globes of her breasts while she straddled Gwen’s hips. Gwen moaned and arched her back as McKayla roughly pinched both of Gwen’s nipples. “Do you like when he watches us?” McKayla glanced over her shoulder at Cole, who was still leaning against the wall.

  “Yes.” Gwen’s voice was barely audible. McKayla dipped her head and licked up Gwen’s neck. Gwen rolled her head to the side to give her better access. Her eyes locked with Cole’s across the room. McKayla left a trail of kisses over Gwen’s collarbone, down over her breasts to her stomach, but Gwen’s eyes never left Cole. That is until McKayla’s flat, warm, wet tongue slid through the moisture gathering between Gwen’s thighs.

  Gwen’s thighs clamped closed around McKayla’s head. Her hands sinking into McKayla’s hair as her back arched and a moan from Gwen filled the silence. Gwen couldn’t keep her eyes open anymore. They slammed shut as pleasure from McKayla’s tongue filled her brain.

  “Oh yeah. This pussy is all wet. Must’ve been a good vision you used for that vibrator. Tell me, what were you thinking of?” McKayla’s fingers slipped deep into Gwen’s pussy. Gwen groaned and looked down at McKayla, who had a wicked smile on her face. Her fingers slid in and out while their eyes were locked. Gwen swallowed hard before reaching down and grabbing two handfuls of McKayla’s hair and pulling just firm enough to get her point across. McKayla followed and moved back up Gwen’s body.

  “I was thinking about eating your pussy.” Gwen said before pulling McKayla’s head down. She pressed her lips firmly into McKayla’s lips before tilting her head. Their tongues touched and danced together while their hands caressed and massaged each other. Gwen wrapped her legs around McKayla’s hips as they continued to kiss and caress.

  McKayla broke the kiss first. Her breathing was hard as she looked down at Gwen. She sat back on her knees. Her hands slid from Gwen’s knees that were at her hips down to Gwen’s hips, gripping tight. Gwen pushed up so she was sitting and could pull off the t-shirt that McKayla had on. She made quick work of McKayla’s bra, releasing her small perky breasts. Gwen’s legs returned to the bed so that she could reach the clasp at the top of the jeans McKayla had on.

  Gwen pushed the shorts down just enough to find that McKayla didn’t have on any panties. Gwen’s fingers found their way to the hot juices between McKayla’s thighs. McKayla was trying to get her shorts the rest of the way off, but Gwen wasn’t waiting. Her fingers circled her clit rapidly making McKayla groan loudly. Gwen’s other hand reached up to massage one of McKayla’s breasts.

  “Damn.” Cole muttered quietly. Gwen’s head quickly turned to see him undoing his jeans and pulling his hard cock out. He started pumping up and down his shaft as he watched Gwen and McKayla.

  Gwen pushed McKayla down so she was on top. She helped McKayla finally get off her shorts. Grabbing McKayla’s ass with both hands, she lowered her face between her soft creamy thighs. She ran her tongue through all the juices she found waiting for her. She felt Cole m
ove behind her and turned her head to watch him.

  “I like this angle better.” Cole said standing behind her while still stroking himself rather roughly.

  Gwen went back to work flicking her tongue across McKayla’s clit while sinking two fingers deep in her. She curled her fingers, rubbing the inside of McKayla. When McKayla’s back arched and her hands dug into the sheets, Gwen knew she’d found her G Spot. She curled her fingers and sucked hard on her clit at the same time.

  Gwen jumped a bit when she felt a hand on her ass but realizing it was Cole, she continued. Cole’s fingers slipped through her crease before sinking deep in her. He was still using one hand to rub himself, his cock pressed to her ass. She pushed back on her knees telling Cole she wanted more.

  “Oh fuck.” Gwen groaned when Cole added another finger. She curled her fingers, slipping them through McKayla faster as she furiously flicked her tongue against her clit. Cole was quickly pushing her towards an orgasm and she wanted McKayla right there with her.

  It only took a few more strokes of Cole’s fingers in Gwen before she was on the ledge. She nipped down and curled her fingers hard into McKayla’s G Spot. McKayla cried out as her own orgasm thrummed through her. Gwen followed her over the ledge. Clenching down on Cole’s fingers while moaning into McKayla’s pussy. Gwen felt hot spurts on her back signaling Cole too had found his release.

  Chapter 4

  Gwen’s first day at her new job had finally arrived. Her palms were sweating, her hands shaking, but somehow she’d managed to shower then do her makeup and hair without poking out her eye or giving herself a bald spot. She stood in the vast expanse of Cole’s closet. Sure, she’d been in here in the last couple days that she’d been living here. Standing there getting ready for work made it really sink in, even if only temporarily, she was living with a man.

  As she walked deeper into the closet with only a towel knotted around her body, she ran her hands over the line of suits hanging on the one side. Cole sure had a lot of suits.

  She thought about that and started to look a little closer at his clothes. An entire row was his suits, matching jackets with pants, some even had a vest. Next were all his dress shirts. He had a ton of white and black shirts with a few colored ones hanging up. Then there was a shelved unit that held so many shoes most women would be jealous followed by row after row of different ties. Gwen continued around to the other side of the closet. There in the very far, back corner, she found a very small selection of jeans, t-shirts and light sweaters. Not that any of his other clothes looked worn, but these looked brand new. She wouldn’t have been surprised to find store tags hanging off them. There might have even been a fine sheen of dust on them if she looked close enough.

  She made a mental note to ask him why he rarely wore these clothes. She’d seen him many hours out of his work environment, but he was always in business attire. Shaking her head, now was not the time to get lost in Cole’s world, Gwen returned to getting dressed. They still had to figure out how they were going to get to work this morning. It was her first day and they had yet to discuss the driving or commuting situation. If Gwen was going to need to catch the subway, she needed to leave soon. She’d already checked the schedule and estimated the time it would take to get to work on the subway.

  Cole hadn’t said he would take her and she wasn’t going to bring it up if he didn’t. She was already staying in his house and that was enough to ask of him. She walked to the corner of the closet that she had jammed a few of her clothes in. Mostly she’d put her super expensive designer dresses that she’d bought while working for Finest Companions, the high end escort service she had worked for four years. She hadn’t been able to bring herself to donate or trash the beautiful dresses. She’d spent a very large amount of money on each dress. She was accompanying rich men to events and couldn’t look anything but amazing when she was on their arm, afterall. Most of her dresses had only been worn a handful of times anyway. Her regular attire had been what she wore for most of her appointments to have sex with clients. She donated most of her clothes after she decided she was worth more than any dollar amount those men were paying for her body.

  Gwen shook her head again. This morning she was in a very reflective mood. She quickly grabbed a boring light grey knee length business dress that had a high collar and tiny sleeves that barely covered her shoulders. She was just stepping into it when Cole walked into the closet.

  “Hm. I think I might just never let you leave.” Cole said as he leaned against the door frame between the bedroom and the bathroom wearing a towel slung low around his hips. He had showered after Gwen. She hadn’t been able to sleep and got up early to start getting ready.

  “What are you gonna do? Lock me in the closet? Heaven knows if I ate clothing I’d be able to survive a few years at least.” Gwen laughed gesturing at the large closet.

  “No.” Cole said before taking the few steps it took to close the distance between them. He wrapped his arms around her waist before nuzzling his face in her neck. He took a deep breath and slowly let it out before speaking again, “I think I could wake up to see your face every day for the rest of my life. Just to find you standing in just a pair of sexy panties, thigh highs and a little bra in my closet every day, I think I just might give up everything I’ve worked so hard for. ”

  “Oh yea, just that easy. Stand in here every day, in not so sexy underwear and I could have your what… thousands, that you have in savings?” Gwen smirked at him as she stepped back to slip her dress up, covering her body. She turned so that he could pull up the zipper for her. She turned back to face him once he had.

  “Hm. Yes. The few dollars I have there.” Cole shrugged and leaned in to give her a soft kiss. “We better get going. I figure we could stop and pick up some drinks before catching our train.”

  “Our train?” Gwen wrinkled her nose and smiled at him. “Cute. I didn’t know if you’d want to go to the office with me or if I’d be heading in alone.”

  “You’ll come with me. We can take the car if you’d rather. You know, in fact I think that’s a better idea.” Cole looked thoughtful for a moment before turning to start getting dressed. He didn’t want to bring up her stalker if he didn’t need to. “Will you be ready in 20 minutes?”

  “I’ll be ready in 10. Just need to gather a few things first.” Gwen tried her best to not drool when he dropped his towel and slipped on his underwear. She watched as he selected a suit from the rack and started to pull on the pants. He turned his head and smiled at her.

  “Enjoying the show?” Cole liked having her eyes on him. He’d woken as late as he could so they wouldn’t have any time to fool around. His will power was only so strong and this would be her first day at work so he couldn’t make her late.

  “Absolutely.” Gwen winked. While he finished dressing, Gwen went to get her belongings together. She found McKayla sitting on the kitchen counter, a cup of coffee in her hands that rested in her lap. “What are you up to?”

  “Waiting for you to get ready so I could send you off to work and then go back to bed.” McKayla smiled as she slid off the counter. She set her mug down before pulling Gwen into a hug. McKayla pushed Gwen’s hair back over both shoulders and clasped her hands behind Gwen’s neck. “Good luck today.”

  “Thanks. I’m trying to stay calm.” Gwen let out a deep breath and smiled. She was so thankful to have McKayla in her life. They’d met over 10 years ago in a group for rape survivors and had quickly become friends. After a couple years, their friendship had turned and become so much more. Gwen had never had a normal sexual relationship with someone before and it had seemed so natural when she and McKayla had taken the next step. Their relationship, both physically and emotionally, had helped Gwen find a delicate balance in her life. “I’m sure it’ll be fine.”

  “You ready to go?” Cole asked as he entered the kitchen. He winked at McKayla as he slipped his wallet into his pocket and unplugged his phone from the charger.

  “Yes, I guess as
much as I’ll ever be.” Gwen squeezed McKayla again and gave her a soft kiss before picking up her purse along with her bag that was filled with her design books and phone off the counter.

  “Let’s get a move on then. Doug is waiting downstairs.” Cole nodded to McKayla before leading the way out of the kitchen.

  Chapter 5

  They stepped into the elevator and Cole hit the button for the garage. Gwen stood looking up at the numbers as they counted down the floors. She twisted her fingers together, her nerves were frayed. There were so many things changing all at once. But she was trying to take it one step at a time. Everything would settle again, all in time due time.

  “Hey, relax.” Cole stepped behind her and rubbed her shoulders. She leaned back against him, his arms moved to slip around her waist. He rested his chin on her head and rubbed soft soothing circles over her stomach with his fingers. “It’s going to be a good day. This is your dream coming true, right? You’ll have your own space to design and create whatever you want with all the tools and materials you could desire at your disposal.”

  “But what if he finds me?” Gwen turned in his arms and buried her face in his neck as she wrapped her arms around his waist.

  “Look at me, Gwen.” Cole spoke in his cooler, business voice. Gwen lifted her head to look into his startling green eyes. The same eyes that had trapped her like a fly in a spider’s web. She couldn’t get away even if she wanted to now. Their relationship was moving faster than she was comfortable with, but she didn’t want to slow down. She was falling fast head over heels in love with this man. “I have people taking care of it. You just stop thinking about it. Trust me, I won’t screw this up. We will find him and take care of it before he is stupid enough to try something.”

  “I believe you. I just know how he is.” Gwen said as a shiver ran through her causing Cole’s grip around her waist to tighten. She snuggled her face into his neck again and took a few soothing breaths of that scent that was uniquely Cole. “Going to work will be good, it’ll help get my mind off it. It’ll be good once we get there and I can focus on something else.”